The Confusion of Love

There is this guy and we used to date but we broke up at the beginning of the summer after going out for almost two years. i spent the whole summer trying to get over him and to really find myself. this summer was an interesting adventure to say the least. but about a month ago he called me up and told me that he was going into the air force and that he was thinking that breaking up with me was a mistake. can you say WOW! so for the past month ish we have been talking and hanging out a little and deciding if we want to get back together. we both love each other but we don't know if we are good for each other as bf and gf. i really want to get back with him because i miss him so much, but he is still deciding and it is killing me because i just want what we had back so bad. i love him so much and i want to be able to tell him that without it being awkward and without the confusion of what he is thinking if i say it. i really just want him to decide but i know that this kind of stuff can't be rushed, but i'm the one who got hurt in the first place and if i am willing to risk that again i think the decision should just be made. idk... now i think i'm just rambling but i'm tired of waiting!