Forever Always

well he came home and everything was ok but there was something that just wasn't right. We discussed it and decided that a relationship really wasn't the best thing for either of us right now so we broke up but we are still best friends. i think that right now both of us just need a friend and not the expectations and status of a relationship. i don't regret saying yes to him the day he left though because i could never regret anything that helped us get closer. We still love eachother and we will forever and always, but its nice to know that i have my best friend back for good. For a while i was afraid i was going to lose him. everyone worried when they found out that we broke up but to be honest i am totally fine with it. i really think it is the best thing for now. i feel like it gives us a chance to catch up and learn about eachothers lives these past 8 months and really rebuild our relationship because i still feel like it is a little broken. i know though that it will be whole again soon, i can't wait for that day.